Uncensored

something I'd written a while ago...




have you ever wondered.......what love is like?

its like the smell of the earth after the first rain.
fresh. refreshing. something that you have never felt before.
something that comes only once. something you'll never experience
again. something you can recall whenever you want.

its like the fresh breeze that you feel against your face in the night.
it takes away your sleep. it runs its hands through your hair. it
messes up what youre wearing. but you never want it to stop.

its like the feel of your blanket on a cold morning.
its warm. its soft. you need it, and you feel that it needs you as
well. you never want to get out of it.

its like that last few licks from a jar of nutella.
its sweet. its like heaven. you know you will never get bored of it.
and you wish you had more. much more.

its like that milkshake you love so much.
when you're the milk then it's the flavour, it makes anything much
more wonderful.
when you're the flavour then its the milk, it gives you sustance, and
you feel youre a part of something so much bigger.

I couldnt give enough words to this feeling that I get around you.
when I try, I understand what drowning in a sea of words means. its
everywhere around you, but you can hardly get any words out of your
mouth


hey there delilah
have you ever felt.....................scared?

that its too risky to take that step?

that it might not last?

that this might just be like everything else that you've gone through?

that this might not be worth that much?

that I'll go away?


dont be scared delilah.

it might be risky, but Im a good investment.

it will last. we'll make it last.

things have changed after these few days. I have changed. you have
changed. the world is different, when we're together.

its worth it. lets take this step together.

I'll never go away. I'll always be right here, waiting for you. no
matter what. I promise.



so delilah,

take your time.

and I'll wait.
because you made me a plus-minus person from the zero base person I was.
because you gave me light in this world of dark.
because its worth it.

and mostly because

I love you.